I love you all.
We hate ana, we hate mia, but we love them too. It’s our never-ending dysfunctional and abusive relationship. It’s all we know, it’s all we’re used to and the goal is so tempting and glamourous to us. We know it’s unhealthy, we know we might die from it, but we want all the fame and glamour associated with being thin.
OMG
Hey guys! I haven’t posting because the worst possible thing that could happen for me, happened. My boyfriend found out that I was starting this route again and I had to keep everything on the down-low for a while so that he wouldn’t suspect anything.
So yeah, he basically saw my livejournal, although he SAYS that he didn’t read it, I’m sure the content of it was pretty clear anyways! Thankfully he didn’t find this account and I still have my tinspo folder on my desktop so all is good!
I have to be more carful with how I hide my stuff. The last thing I need is another pep talk about how “beautiful and voluptuous” I am. F-that, I want to be beautiful and skinny.
